Thoughts As You Fall Asleep

Pause a while as the day starts to unwind In troubled thoughts, an answer you'll find Throughout the hours, a fickle heart Does differ depending upon whose apart The morn started with a longrunning name Never contemplated an end to their game But all of a sudden their view has turned Perhaps I'll be rewarded with what I yearned But that was then and this is now Another has altered my perspective somehow And he is close enough to see Whilst the other is just a fantasy The more I ponder, the more I am sure What was a dream can be no more Each time they know I pull away They tell me something to make me stay Both of us know that it just cant be real Especially when for others we feel Then to further injure my digressed thought From a dying flame I was quickly caught Yet in a position of unstable hand Confusing the position on which I stand Today that flame flickered slight Know Ive fought it with all my might Looked into the eyes of a memory lost And in doing so I forgot the cost We've always been two to never think It now happens he's my weakest link But my mind has become strong to rule And it wont let my heart play the fool So back to he who stands so near Thoughts and feelings become everclear Well weakness and dream now leave my mind And from troubled thoughts, an answer I find