Mothers Day

Recently, you've done a much better job of caring about me when i go to my closet and cry heaving sobs you come, ask whats wrong sometimes if i'm lucky you even reveal some of your own feelings growing up, i was always saddened a mental problem? maybe, just quite but you never cared you laughed and thought i was going insane but i was, no joke. you never cared so i listed you out i never considered you my real mother i imagined a world where my real mother, a loving caring woman, came to pick me up telling me how beautiful i am every second of every day but those thoughts, they never did come true instead God made your conscious come about, and here you are giving it another try