i wake up to the thought of you
dancing through my brain
i remember your warm embrace
i smile

then i remember,
i will never feel your embrace again
never feel your love
i remember what you called me
i remember what happened

i wake
out of bed,
saddened, the memories haunt me
i wish i could throw out those memories
burn them

i wish i could drown them out into the nearest ocean
why can't i let you go?

when i finally manage to make it out of the house
i feel like i see you everywhere
feel like i'll run into you
i'm afraid.
i never want to see you again
i'm afraid i'll fall for your stupid tricks
i'm afraid you wont even let me

and when i lie down to fall into the world of dreams
your memory clings on and follows me
why wont you go away?