Sunday

i wake up to the thought of you dancing through my brain i remember your warm embrace i smile then i remember, i will never feel your embrace again never feel your love i remember what you called me i remember what happened i wake out of bed, saddened, the memories haunt me i wish i could throw out those memories burn them i wish i could drown them out into the nearest ocean why can't i let you go? when i finally manage to make it out of the house i feel like i see you everywhere feel like i'll run into you i'm afraid. i never want to see you again i'm afraid i'll fall for your stupid tricks i'm afraid you wont even let me and when i lie down to fall into the world of dreams your memory clings on and follows me why wont you go away?