My First Love

A girl in the background, innocent and quiet, her love was yet unfound, her heart still untouched. A boy never fitting in, strong and fearless, happyness he was looking for, warmth he was trying to find. The girl giving him warmth, something she always had, the boy giving her all his heart, without a doubt or one regret. Him for the first time feeling fear, being afraid to lose his dear, Her for the first time feeling love, in a special kind she never knew. Lost in one another, not wanting to let go, see nothing but the other, as if they were told so. Then all of a sudden, the whole thing changes, why couldn't it have gone the other way for ages? Now she is feeling fear, afraid to lose her dear, not knowing the reason why, all suddenly he makes her cry. Him nearly losing her, fearless like he'd always been, he's now willing to dare, just as if he didn't even care. Telling he still loves her, he lets her fall down, just watches the water, in that she's gonna drown. Seeming not to know, and not to understand, he just lets her go, while she's reaching for his hand. Trying to understand, to forget and to forgive, she can't find his hand, as if hidden in the sand. She's back at the beach, him back in the game, not trying to reach, though she doesn't blame. She's waiting for a reason, he's not gonna tell, probably not knowing, she's not feeling well. Will their love be gone, or is he gonna fight, just the way he had once done, so she will be alright? Not wanting to be selfish, she's willing to fight, and she doesn't care, how much she cries at night. All she really wants, is him to be fine, tell her how he feels, and have a good time. She wants to understand, what he is going through, and that reason for, she's now offering her hand. Is he gonna take it, to continue their love, and maybe even make it, more than worth enough?