Supposed to be happy,
knowing your not.
Feeling angry,
while wondering why.
Sharing your heart,
sharing your faults,
sharing your problems,
just sharing your life.
Being glad,
being disappointed,
being mad
and being sad.
Waiting again,
looking for you,
wanting a reason,
afraid to admit there's none.
Giving hope,
giving patience,
giving your life,
giving your heart.
Expecting something back,
expecting respect,
expecting warmth,
but getting cold.
Shaking again,
scared to cry,
still wanting to try,
wanting you to see.
How come you changed,
how come you forgot,
seem to be different,
seem to be another you.
Asking for love,
still being patient,
asking for answers,
still being warm.
Don't want to be heartless,
why did you stop to fight,
starting to feel meanless,
why can't you give no more?
Is it really
that you just can't see?
Or are you in fact
daring to lose me?
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