my pain

I cant get this out, it must not leak, I miss you, and cant deal with the pain. I cry my self to sleep, I cry at school when I see you, No hug could ever fix the pain you gave me, I will never forget that feeling. You were my everything, you broke my trust, you broke my heart, you broke me. You can try to fix me, my heart, and my trust, but nothing you do will work. I cant get my feelings out, I want to but cant. I want to be more then friends, but you just want to be friends, im lost and confused, and all i want and need is you. you broke me in two, I cant keep this pain, I wish it would go away for ever, but after i get my mind off of it, it comes back. Why me? Why you? Why so much pain? It could have been fine. but you just decided to brake me.