You don't own me
you didn't create me
God did,
just because my mother's egg was fertilized by your sperm
doesn't mean you own me
you act like i owe my life to you
don't you know i'd be happier dead?
safe in that little hole
no problems
because i know that i'll be somewhere bigger,
somewhere where i belong

trying to escape this world,
i'd do anything
except pull that trigger
cut deeper into my wrist
tighten that rope around my senseless neck
because i'm too cowardly to even do that
i'm too afraid

because where i come from
killing yourself is a huge sin
but what if we were never meant to live on this world
the next one is all that counts
and if there isn't one
we'll i think i'd still be happier
in that little box inside the earth

when do i get to live for myself?
be my own person
when you are suffocating me
making my decisions for me
i want to be my own person
be myself
because if i die 
being someone i'm not
this life would be completely wasted