Act alone

You don't own me you didn't create me God did, just because my mother's egg was fertilized by your sperm doesn't mean you own me you act like i owe my life to you don't you know i'd be happier dead? safe in that little hole no problems because i know that i'll be somewhere bigger, somewhere where i belong trying to escape this world, i'd do anything except pull that trigger cut deeper into my wrist tighten that rope around my senseless neck because i'm too cowardly to even do that i'm too afraid because where i come from killing yourself is a huge sin but what if we were never meant to live on this world the next one is all that counts and if there isn't one we'll i think i'd still be happier in that little box inside the earth when do i get to live for myself? be my own person when you are suffocating me making my decisions for me i want to be my own person be myself because if i die being someone i'm not this life would be completely wasted