run off

jump into the puddle forget im wearing flip flops smile and laugh looking at my friends because life is so carefree i pick up the daisy pretend he gave it to me run around while my beautiful yellow versace sun-dress flutters in the wind I turn back and smile a warm, innocent smile you almost made me forget this is all a dream falling, falling, f a l l i n g you almost made me forget, almost. crash flat on my face on to the cold unforgiving wet pavement i thought i was free of you but the chains were invisible hidden by my ignorance by my fake confidence i beg i plead i pray to God please let me be free of your grip but the chains tighten until i feel my wrists breaking unholy noises escape my mouth as i try to escape you don't even turn around you don't even look the pain sends waves of nausea into my crowded brain sending me to an odd place i try to concentrate try to focus but everything is so hazy where am i?