jump into the puddle
forget im wearing flip flops
smile and laugh
looking at my friends
because life is so carefree

i pick up the daisy
pretend he gave it to me
run around while my beautiful yellow versace sun-dress
flutters in the wind
I turn back and smile 
a warm, innocent smile
you almost made me forget
this is all a dream

falling, falling, f
                   a
                    l
                     l
                      i
                       n
                        g
you almost made me forget,
almost.

crash
flat on my face 
on to the cold unforgiving wet pavement
i thought i was free of you
but the chains were invisible
hidden by my ignorance
by my fake confidence
i beg i plead
i pray to God
please let me be free of your grip
but the chains tighten
until i feel my wrists breaking
unholy noises escape my mouth
as i try to escape
you don't even turn around

you don't even look
the pain sends waves of nausea into my crowded brain
sending me to an odd place
i try to concentrate
try to focus
but everything is so hazy
where am i?