Hopeless

Always told myself not to regret anything, been taught to always says el hamdo lellah (Thank God). Why does life have to come all at once on my shoulder like this? Why do i have to sit crying? When I know that nothing will come out it. This is Hopeless, I'm hopeless. It's as if everything & everyone brings me down. But really, How are we supposed to know a person w/o them sitting down and talking to them, You just have to let the other person open your heart to you, Who am I kidding? This is a cold heartless world And no one really cares anymore.