You said you loved me,
I believed it.
I felt my first taste of love,
Then I felt the heartbreak.
I felt as if I belonged,
Till you hurt me and I felt unwanted.
As you left for the last time,
I realized I could be free again.
It was for the best.
Then I found THE ONE,
He loves me and cares when Im hurt,
He doesn't cause it.
I wish we could've stayed friends,
But things happen for a reason.
If it wasn't for you I wouldn't be me,
I wouldn't have got to taste that bitter-sweet love.
I wouldn't have found that perfect someone.
You made me, me,
I thank you for that,
And I wish it wouldn't have to end like this.
But it is your choice,
Goodbye my lost friend.
(Author's Note: To Austin Michael Smith, my first love and
exbest friend.)