She heads out the door,
"Where are you going?" I ask.
She says she's going to go hang out with you.
As she walks away I feel the sting of tears,
And the empty feeling of loneliness.
When you come back with her,
The threat of tears is back.
"Whats wrong?" You ask as if concerned.
"Nothing." is all I can say before the tears spill over.
I can't say my true feelings,
You'll never understand.
The scars run deep in my broken heart.
Over and over I am left behind.
You think I over react but you don't see the tears.
"What the heck?!" you say,
As if Im the reason for my hurt.
You get mad cause I get upset,
But I can't help it!
No one wants to feel lonely,
I just tend to show it more than others.
So don't flip out cause I get upset,
Just try to see my reason behind it.
(Author's Note: This was made when my sister and best friend
used to always ditch me and left me all alone)