Why

By vanessa •
i hold back the smiles
and tears
case i desided
not to care
every time i
open up
i get shut down so
why bother
why feel like a clown
why love
its never really real
just smiles here and there
cute saying like honey and dear
late night calls
whats the point of it all..
why say i love you
why give it your all
why wait on something that not true
here i am right in front of you
tell u how i feel
and you did'nt get it at all
why do i hold back my smiles
case i don't want you to know i care
why do i hold back my tears case
i don't want you to see me cry
why don't i bother case you should already know
why do i feel like a clown case your the
only guy i feel like this around
why do i say things like that about love
case there the things i like the most
why say i love you case your the only one i would say it too
why give it your all case there nothing else i want to do
why wait case you never when you'll have the change again
That is why.......