Why is it that when I try to do something
You tell me I suck at it?

Why is it that when I have done something
You say I did it wrong?

Why don't you give a fuck about me?

why don't you shut the fuck up and leave me alone?

Why do I try to tell myself everything is going to be
ohkay?

Why do I think we're going to make it?


At this rate we're not...

But I think I'm starting to be ohkay with it...

I want to cry my brains out because i feel like its my
fault...

I want to cut my heart and show you I do love you...

But, I can't love you when you treat me like this...

When you tell me those things...

When you make me feel like no one else can love me...

If you truly love me...

Stop...