Clinging

Why do i still care What you do with your hair Why do i still notice All the things your new girlfriend does that you secretly think is bogus Why do i want to rekindle this burnt out flame? Is it just because i want everything to be the same? After eight months, it was hard for me to bounce back But to me, you seemed to get right back on track I wish i could tell you how much i miss your hugs Now everytime i look at you my heart gets little tugs Your birthday is coming up which make me think of you more And i go back to the times when I was the one you adore Now it is someone new and you will probably be celebrating with her When before we were almost positive i would be the first to show up at your door I jsut dont understand why we cant still talk I know i 'broke your heart like chalk' But you did it once to me before And i dont think of my action of an encore I did what i did because i was breaking my parents rules And frankly i care more about them then i do about people like you, fools What i did left me with a lot of mixed emotions towards you I really want you back but at the same time i cant even imagine how you changed so much in my eyes