Why did you torture me

Pop,pop,pop just that fast i was tortured i didn't wanna see it it brought back memories i didn't know him but i didn't wanna see him murdered either that was just torture to me I was scared never like before i hate th police and maybe even the air-force I can't take the sirens I can't take the guns 2 days before my birthday why did you torture me Investigators said you had a flashback but no one took your life you took his you shot a guy right in front of me all because he had a knife i wish the same on you i hope you die you could've takne him down why did you do that why did oyu torture me