Rage Deep Inside

Im So MAd Deep Down Inside But In The End I End Up CRYING! I wanna Say The Worst. I wanna Beleive i Can Hold It In And It Not Effect Me! But I CaNT ANYMORE! Im Done PUTTING ALL YALL FIRST. I Put Yall First And What Yall want First! I Put Yalls Feelings Before MINE! Your MINE FAMILY THATS WHAT IM SUPPOSE TO DO!!! BUT WHAT THE FUCK Youh PUT YOUR BITCHASS FRENNDS BEFORE ME!! REALLY WAHTEVER IM DONE! It Needs To Come Out And Its GOnna Come Out On yall! Thats What Yall Get For Putting THe Person Who Loved Youh Most Second! Whatever. Breathe In It Out It Might Juss Be Another NightMare. But The Rage Deep inside Is Reality Settling intto place