mask of emotion

By My.Lovenote.Has.Gone.Flat.XO •
you see me
looking joyful
but inside i am full of sorrow
i have a smile on my face
but i want to be crying
you ask how i am
i say im fine
but my mind is screaming
'dont tell lies'
when im alone
the emotions come out
the anger and sorrow and worry
poured out
in a single moment
then again im ready
to put on my mask of emotion
hiding the real me from the world