Thinking of memories,

Now and of my past.

All my pain and suffering,

Wondering how long they'd last.

 

It's not easy for me,

thinking of my future.

I dont know where ill be,

living a life of torture

 

A sense of panic thrashing through my viens,

This is the story of my life.

Unpredictable outcomes,

causing me a lot of strife.

 

Sin is stabbing through my eyes,

A young girl seeing what nobody else can see.

Wondering about her future,

unsure of who she'll be.

 

God has my life under control,

He knows what lays up ahead.

Unraveling the corners of my life,

And all the tears that I will shed.

 

He knows if I'll have a family,

or if I'll be alone until the end.

He tells me not to worry yet,

Because still, I'm just a kid.

 

But highschools almost over,

I'm living day-to-day.

God keeps me in his presence,

and all i can do is pray.

 

So thank you God for every moment,

You've helped me see the light.

And with every battle with my mind,

I know you'll help me win this fight.

 

 

 

 

 

Wrote Saturday, September 4th, 2010.

By me(Ashley Moore)