The words which I wished to share to Jesus's Disciples

I love Jesus Christ as the man who taught the wisdom of love and bearing I love him for his miracles, for his multiple healing. I love Jesus for his tremendous sacrifice on the cross. The words of Jesus Christ brought peace to my mind. I started feeling that my life is worth living and I am not that bad the way I used to thin about myself. I thank you Jesus Christ for teaching me how to love everyone, be patient to everyone, and how to be spiritually strong and not to give up. Thank you Jesus Christ for your wonderful teachings about God. And thank you that because of you we have such wonderful holidays - Christmas and Easter. God, I sometimes wonder the way people made hasty decisions about my act. They said that I have short span attention while I left the congregation not because I was getting bored. Sometimes, I simply needed to go to washroom or had some important appointments. If I started discussing the way I see You and bible, many people start immediately assuming that I started losing faith in you. But You know that it is no true. All wanted is hearing and seeing the truth. I don't want to walk in darkness, I want to follow the light. I want to follow You. Because you are the light, You are alpha amega. You came to be my friend. And You are My Friend. You rejoice in sharing truth and only truth with me. You never told me that I was a loser and many girls are better than me. You helped me a lot oh God. Thank You for the parents, thank you for the friends, thank you for Canada. You know God, there are so many things I wanted to share with people in the church, but so many of them don't accept me. I can't come on stage to share what has been revealed to me. I don't think that I would be ever permitted. But maybe it is for good. Frankly to say, I don't know. But thank you that Andrew became one who started listening to my words. God, I am so happy that I have a friend like Andrew Maybe he is not really my friend just a fellow, but what a fellow! I tried to share some news with Lara and she snapped on me. Oh Lord, if I am not good for those sisters, if those sisters start looking down at me, I know that You are not with them. I know Lord that you wouldn't support the arrogance, as well as my selfishness. You are higher than that. God, Alice is far away from me, and it looks like she was the only woman (except some of my relatives) who proved to be a nice fellow. She said so many nice things to me. She didn't give up on our friendship. She is very nice person. So, God please take care of her. I know that I cannot add anything to the bible, but at this moment I to be honest I wish to have some opportunity to share some words with the first disciples of Jesus Christ. Dear disciples, keep commandments which Jesus Christ had given to you deep down your hearts and act according to them. Be patient with one another, for there is much more to bear with many others. Love one another, love your enemies, but not let them take away your dignity. Know that almost all of you are going to be executed and killed, but there is a great reward is waiting for you in heaven. Watch out and be careful what you do and what you say. For there will be many who would use bible in the way to control masses and cause a lot of grief among the nations. Believe in the words of Jesus Christ for there is big deal of truth within them. Yes, many false prophets will come under the name of Jesus Christ. And they will kill many of those who preached the truth. There will be truth seekers who would reveal the things which would be so incredible that many God followers would simply refuse to believe in them. The Christian and other religion society will be a great executioner of truth. False satanists and witches along with innocent animals will be executed in the most horrible ways. Church will kill many of those who would teach the world how to heal many diseases, how to take care of land, and how to fly. Many church will be a shame to God and full of hypocrisy. But you don't be like them, and don't let any of your brothers and sisters do that. And in your letters don't write just "brothers", write also "sisters". Respect your sisters and love them. At the same time don't let them go off-hand, but prompt them to be a loving wife, caring mother, and grateful daughter. The same should be to brothers. Again respect one another and give chance to one another to speak their minds. Don't go too stiff or too loose in regard of bearing with one another. There are always will be things which require immediate attention and rigorous correction and many others which are too insignificant to be picky about. You might not be picky about what the person eats or how many times he or she fasts, but be picky about the health, be picky about the order within your home. For there will be time when much of the land and water will be covered with sticky mud which would hurt many living creatures. The water would be poisonous to drink and air poisonous to breath. This is because many people would go away from God, and will choose physical wealth over spiritual one, money over love. Take care of all animals for their will be times when many of them will perish because of humanity. Just remember Noah who despite incredibly low number or workers managed to take care of every two animals of each species so all all the later on would be saved. But there will be other loss. Many flowers will be destroyed because of human negligence. Despite numerous famines and wars the number of people will grow higher to the point when it became devouring itself. And that is where the hell starts. Therefore, start caring for each other. No to messing the land and waters, no too mass slaughter of animals for the sake of fun and territory. Love animals for you will know how it is precious to be loved by them. Love the land and waters, for if you do that you show by that your true love to God. Stop hurting each other. Stop senseless wars. Stop approach of hell. Tell everyone else what I said to you. Who has hears let him hear. Thank you God for being with me. With Jesus Christ I pray, Amen.