Overcome The Rage and Ease the Pain

My chaos feels so in place, As though I'm going insane on a given pace. My blood rushes and boils with no control, I feel nothing inside but heat and an empty soul. I shiver as my thoughts wander away. I can not speak that of good... I question what this portrays. Dellusional? Could it be? I have been so sure who I have turned out to be. Not this. Not this. I can overcome this rage. This time I have. I am surely not yet insane. I can control my rush and fill my soul. Decrease the evil that digged a hole. I use my strength and ease my pain. I feel heavier, full and less of hate. In moments my blood calms it's waves. My thoughts are clear. I feel no more pace. My weakness is far behind... My strength is stronger. I have a normal mind.