falling

By raining smiles •
Something wet falls of her face and hits the pavement.When it does it spatters everywhere just like her heart did just earlier that day.She was with him.Her one and only.Or at least she thought she was.Then everything went dark.He was yelling at her like she was garbage a rotting piece of garbage.She rembers his kiss.Oh his kiss.It would take her breathe away and make her heart melt.This was not the boy she left.This was someone diffrent she felt it in her veins or at least what used to be her veins where blood used to flow now its only black tears.She relizes that she isnt alive anymore she doesnt exist or did she already not exist and this all was just a dream.Then she saw light.A very blinding light.She saw him.She started to run toward him but the closer she thought she had gotten the more farther he was.The thing was he didnt move and inch but she felt liek she ran miles toward him.She looks toward her feet and the ground or what was considered ground was falling everytime she stepped.She ran faster as fast as her legs would take her forward.It didnt work the ground started falling faster than she could run.She fell through the ground.The fell never stopped it seemed like.There she was dead and falling forever.Just as she wanted in her dream except something is missing him....He still is alive and she isnt so until the day he dies she will be falling alone.......