when

By sweetNsour •
when will i see
the me He see
the me he speaks off
the me he longs for
the me He placed hope in
when will this hate i feel
for me, fades,change
when?
when will i ever look in the mirror,
hold my head up,
walk,
stand firm,
and declare I am beautiful
when will N.F don't matter
when will N.F stop making me?
when will I stop being N.F?
when will the question seize?
when will it not matter if they ask?
when will i believe what he says?
what He promises?
when?
when will i ever change this concept of me?
when will i think or believe
that i am beautiful
that i am talented
that i worth something
when?