I wish we

I wish we I wish we....I wish we never met, talked, or even... I wish we talked more or i wish i was perfect so you could have loved me as much as i loved you, but..I wish we never expressed or explored the love that grown within the years we shared, I wish we..... I wish we...I wish i could bury this anguish that hunts my soul and constantly remind me of your smile, your laugh, your scent, your walk, your everything. I wish i knew how to hate so i could forever hate you, hate you for loving me, hate you for wasting eight years of my life waiting for you, I wish i knew how to hate so i could hate the memories we shared and the nights we set up for hours talking about how there's nothing that could ever tear us apart. I wish i knew how to forget about you so i could learn how to trust and love again, I wish i could forget the way you look so when i do see your picture again i wouldn't brake down and cry. And i wish one day when i do see you walking down the street holding another girl hand i didn't wish it was me.