I dont appreciate my family and life enough its only when
someone close to me has a relative who dies then i really
share their pain... 



Feeling the way i do at the thought of what your going
through
makes me scared to know that one day i will have  to go
through the same thing too, 
Luckly for me no one close has gone all the ones i love are
still with me today, 
I feel so so selifish complaining about every little hiccup
in my life when a life is lost every day, 
You have lost someone you loved who meant so much to you, 
It must really hurt having to let go, but remember although
hes not around he will always love you too.