Still no vacancy

I wasn't looking for anything long term no feelings no emotions just sex. Boundaries weren't enforced so his emotions grew stronger then his ego. He painfully fail in love with bruised knees he stood strong and fought with confidence. His heart was the most beautiful place i have ever been. I wasn't sure if his love was unconditional. My soul is so black I knew for sure it couldn't be restored. I couldn't control the lust soon pain was my pillow and deception was my sheets. I prayed for forgiveness but GOD turned his back on me when i needed him the most. My inner demons screamed, kicked, fought and chanted free me, free me, free me with no remorse i set it free. Heaven turned into hell i felt the ground move from under my feet. Fueled with rage the walls started to crack shattered glass cut my skin like sharpened razors. Laying in a pool of blood without a pulse his heart turned into ice. Once a compassionate beautiful hand crafted with loytalty, trust, understanding and love, his heart was a priceless sculpture............ And still no vacancy