To: The Object of My Constant Thoughts

Written: March 8, 2005 Thinking of your eyes I tingle Everytime you touch me I tingle When I glance back and you're watching me I smile. You never do very much Yet it seems the world to me No matter what I do I think about you constantly Yet as great as I feel I always turn and flee Because deep down I know You can do much better than me I can't control my sorry nature Yet it's the way it has to be It isn't very fair Please just be happy All you have to do Is talk to me playfully Then I'll be grinning for days Floating whimsical and free Part of me wishes You I will never see Then I realize the other part of me is stronger Because it is so very happy I try and try Not to be so sappy But the rest of my life Is just so crappy You are the light on my horizon The one I love to see But you also cause me sorrow Because I can't make you happy Sorry to have bothered you.... I'm just yearning to be free.