i'll be fine, in time

i’ll be fine, in time I’ll be good. for the while, I’ll just [pretend] when I leard how to fend; how to fend for myself, I’ll be alive, even more-so than now then, it’ll come — pow. like a small needle pinch at first then, like an amazing spray of joy that’ll be the day I don’t have to look forward to the future, because the future, will be the present. I’ll be fine, really, in time.