Have You Seen My Heart?

have you seen my heart?it looks like this, beats every second and belongs in my chest. it was stolen from me,by someone i thought cared but they felt it wasnt needed to share to share the fact that he went with someone else not caring that i loved him or how i felt he is in my past now,not worth my time but he has something that is mine. my heart is still beating,beating for him. it shouldnt be,but its my sin. i cant help that i love him despite the pain he caused me as i sat alone in the rain. as i froze waiting for him he left me and gave in to her,of course.he'd never respect me that much so i disregarded his face and his "helping" touch. "you cheat once, youll cheat again im sorry,but this is the end." those are the words,the words i never said. i repeat them again and again as i lay in bed crying tear upon tear as regret courses through my veins. "What were you thinking?!why?!" i exclaim. just a little cut will help me.just one,i promise. "come back and look at me,this is something i dont want to to miss. yes,this is because of you. all of it,the blood,too. why dont you try to tell me why you did this? was it that good for you?was it bliss i never managed to give you.or try,you say. well,im done.have fun with her;go away. dont say youre sorry.you dont mean it,i know. every word you say makes my hatred grow. so stop talking and walk away,alone. just like i was when you wouldnt come home. you left me there to think and suspect, not knowing youd become a complete and utter reject. my eyes see you different now,i wonder why. theyre clouded up from the tears i cried. say one more word,just one,go ahead. no matter what you say we still wont even be friends. now,i bet you realized this is the end." so if youve seen my heart,tell me please. someone else deserves it,its not something he needs. once i get it back,i will be free.