Obstacles

i thought they were my wings to help my fly over the large protruding things from teh underworld that drag me down. i thought i loved them helping me to get over the objects i hate the gloominess and everything now is just a mess. i hate how we mock you and make fun of what you say just so that i can smile and hold on to another day. i hate how we've twisted whats you've said turned it against you i hate now how i always cry alone, dying in my bed. i hate how you are gone so far back they lifted me over you thinking it was the right thing to do i never protested but now i miss you. you weren't a demon rippng and grabbing you were an island whose gloomy thoughts needed sorting and i helped you file away teh pain and then they came and took me away again. you were my floatation device you were my sanity and now, im in teh air and i cannot land oh god help me all i want is your hand to reach up to me and touch my face save me now please im losing all grace. im losing touch with the earth im in teh clouds where nothing hurts, except teh pain of losing you, please help me now help me thrul... xoxo Kyelle