Something More

today you joked that we divorced and then you left without remorse we chatted amiably across the room faking a breakup dramatic estatic elastic plastic. but now i wonder here at home was there something more to what you said and did today? you said i need a change of scenery and i was like hey i changed yo im gansta now see? and you were like thats the point and i was like oh well don't be hatin' and then steph came and i ignored the flaming pain of rejection wondering why it was that you had to move and so now i remember thursday night when michelle and I got in that fight and you pulled me away and took the pain you were like you'll be friends again and gave me hope and i guess then things were weird on friday i was like uber wired but whatevs you said that it didn't matter and now i wonder were you wrong? i guess then i knew it all along i am weird and poeple hate that i think but whatevs i just wish that you didn't hate who i am... becuase frig... nevermind you just... wouldn't understand. xoxo Kyelle