I thought of you today
when by some miracle i am having
a happy moment

At times like this, it becomes so easy 
to think about the pleasant things in life:
like when you used to wiggle your sweet bum on my groin
and made me completely yours,
stole me away...

The image of your mouth
jumps at me out of nowhere and
somewhere in my nervous system, I
could sense
your wet and puffy lips, their temperature...
they were cold and warm at the same time
like i was 
to you.

And you, you were always hot - always
like the springs of Colorado.

I can now see your face,
the way it looked when you used to conquer me:
those lips slightly open,
heavy eyelids,
your hair sticking to your dewy face,
emanating the aroma of a queen;
I still can't believe 
how loud you used to make me scream!






And now.....
I think and compare
the way things are
to the way things once were