does it ever feel like..?

do you ever feel like somehow, even though you're in the middle of the bright blue sky, you're all alone and nobody's alive? like everything's closing in and no matter how wide the big world is, you're all trapped up and closed in. like all of your friends have faded and you're afraid because you were jaded naive to think they'd stay around because you were worth more than that but nobody knows and the glows on their faces remind you how you're never full of light. so my hair will be pulled tight and my neck bent back and my mouth will be full but my heart never will and every time i go outside at night the feeling's heightened that everyone is more than asleep and i'm all alone and nobody is alive.