The kisses goodnight,
And the sweet lullabies.
Yet contaminated by the ignorant sunrise,
Which blinds our souls.

We are fooled into thinking that
The sunrise is actually filled with hope and promise.
But in the end,
It never does such a thing.

The only time i feel my peace,
is when i close the lights and say goodbye,
to the horror of the day,
and the terror in life.

Where is love?
If it even exists...
I disown the thought of even having another.
Why should i unlock my door
to let a stranger in?

why should i open my heart
to a back stabbing knife?
and give up my all,
for a person that sees me as nothing?

Every person is the same,
we just dont realize it.
There is no such thing as a person
with worthy tears.

As a person,
And as a human,
we are sinful
and always cross each other's backs.

It is a natural way of life,
to curse out the one you love.
It is a part of nature,
to hate with your whole heart.

So why should i risk it,
for this never ending war?
I want to lay my gun down,
I want to run off the battlefield.

Why should i love again?
I can't ever again...
There is no love to try and spare,
i could tell you that again and again.

I dont believe in those
"happy endings"
i dont believe in that
"true love" stuff.

None of it exists,
none of it shall ever trample into my soul again.
As for now,
i'll fake a smile for society.
But dont try and love me...
...for i cannot love back ever again.