strong.

I'm only one teenage girl, how strong am i suppose to be? Eveyone thinks they know me, but i'm not the girl they see. All i want is to be happy, is that so much to ask for? Everyone thinks i've got it all undercontroll, but i can't handle much more. I'm standind on the edge, and i don't know what move to make. You think i'm so happy, but all my smiles are fake. I just wish for once, something would be okay. Al i need is one thing, to make it through the day. But i feel like i'm fighting, a battle i'll never win. I'm scared that one day, you'll leave me again. I don't know what to do, I don't want to be strong. I want to be truely happy, but how can i when everything's wrong??