Can't Be Bothered!

Forgive me, I really can't do this anymore Still, I'm still trying to try, Can't be bothered to pick my heart from the floor Cant even be bothered to cry Major disrespect is all I get Come to think of it that's nothing new You hate my kids, dont care to fret Can't be bothered to even stew I'm sorry for you, can't be bothered to care Or understand what is the issue Explanations tho, dont seem to fare Doesn't take much for me to lose you I'm angry for sure, and frustrated too Dissappointed right to the core Trapped here with you for more years than a few No way out of that forever stuck door God give me the strength to cope with this man Who cannot think beyond himself Marriage for me......well im no longer a fan  Now i wish I'd been left on the shelf!