Few months ago

He left me in lurch few months ago It did hurt me immensely not to forgo It forced me to retaliate in turn You were determined not to return What was coming in between to humiliate? How desperately was I forced it to relate? The sadness and grief has come very late As I was never cursing the luck or fate How could I reveal that I had your baby? Taking shape in womb and I felt so pity This was fact of life and in fact reality You have blown it out in its entirety It was months after that I decided I shall bear it along and strictly confided Taken vow not to reveal to anybody As you had now become nobody You wrote number of times to know Exactly what was in my mind to forgo? Was that ego coming in between or false pride? Is that the only reason to reveal or hide? I continuously wept for months I could have preferred silent death Alas! I could do it but oh! For baby She was coming in life as reality You started again submissively I felt it was all in sincerity and positively Why at all that thing like distrust took place? What was there now left to save the face? You had come to know earlier about pregnancy We had longed for it and continued with frequency It was all for our future happiness and desire Until one day you dropped bomb shell with satire You had some doubts about its origin You feared I had lived in margin It unbearable came as bolt from blue I was unable to think it right and view It was still not late before making it public We had different views with some logic There is no medicine available to cure distrust The faith is foundation for any relation and is must I can assertively claim it as true with foot down We can claim it legitimate and of our own I have no desire to expose it to any radiation hazard I realize everything will go well now onward Will that be again home coming? Will you be there for baby welcoming? Let it be homeward and final comeback We shall take it right with correct track Life is not impossible to spend with reasons unknown Only little care and understanding is to be made known There may be temporary setback for little misunderstanding Otherwise all decisions and steps are known and binding