I am tired

I am tired and totally dejected Not that I am thrown away or rejected I am among the people and fully interacted Yet I am rebel turn calm person never reacted The reasons obvious and meant for consumption No solution is reached on the basis of assumptions How many doors and gates open in memory box? I have realized it on number of times as turning into fox All cunning ideas emanate with no restriction and freely roam Reach in extreme end of globe and again come back in isolated room I stare at roof and think how it had penetrated outside and traveled I thought it was devil’s work and taken over at will to be excelled I certainly feel the punch and futility of life as human being Why was I brought to experience this turmoil in the circus ring? With one time bell, all animals run from one corner to another for show Life for them has become routine and casual and to jump with word “go” At least they are obedient and follow the instructions They have to perform in the same way without any restrictions How much we have been trained by parents and in the schools? Still we cut sorry figure and sometimes act as fools We dream to reach at the top of ladders without any commitment There is no serious effort or any move to suggest full involvement Yet you travel faster than the light and visualize the event You are the sole judge for any actions and fear no comment What would have happened had there been no grazing ground? Where the animals would have gone for green grass to be found? Wild and domestic animals have no problem for finding refuge? Only we being social animals have plenty to venture and refuse Had there been any records of what I actually thought? There would have been many dead bodies without being fought There would have been no record to suggest I was criminal Basically I would remained as human but with instinct of wild animal It is nice to venture any where you like to lessen the tension As you are afraid of its closure or making any mention The problem can be addressed in the way you like The new ideas may emerge and immediately strike The sky is hollow so you can travel there and follow The stars and moon all there to accompany and allow You have to take only review and lie low You will travel to and forth with smooth flow