Being very dear

I won’t step in anybody’s show and compare I shall have to find the real place to go somewhere Dreamland will not make me feel at home Who else will be waiting for me to welcome? I have my own land to live with and flow Little thought of her brings on cheeks a fine glow I don’t know how to take it as gift or blessings? Certainly I shall think of it as place never missing You were not far from being very dear I can still feel the pulse of heart very near It is pulsating slowly but with sensation I hear Some unknown thought grip the mind and create fear I have asked each and every leaf of tree about you I was passionate and blind in love as it is very much true Nothing appeals me much than those sweet words They were none the less than have been spoken by lords I have longed for the close company even this before I had no courage to come forward and ask for It would have been considered absurd and illogical How could then it be proved as honest and logical? You had hardly any spell of fragrance near by Still I could smell it from distance without any try The wind too took direction from you to steer the course It was gentle blow and coming in with bit by bit force What is so special in those moments to strike now? I have no idea to dream of those and cope up to how? I advance the hand and find you guiding me on clear way It is drawing me closer but pushing slowly and gradually away I knew about the separation but had not experienced I had seen the birds making desperate noise and keenly glanced It had never occurred in mind that such may be the unbearable separation Even though it was thumping win for love with such fine elevation I need not ask moon to glow less and hide behind clouds I too have no intention in asking clouds to make big sound I want it to go as natural way and fall on ground like rain At least earth may get little wind of it and feel no drain I have nothing else to feel and miss I can find you in fresh flowers and bliss How does it matter if I watch them from the distance? I will not look back to hear any steps at once