Upon being missed

I felt so bad upon not being missed I felt it so much when forehead was kissed Hand was hold firmly and patted on the back I really came to original world and turned to thank Mom was silently watching me in disgust She had enough of attachment and trust I thought she ought to have known about But I had thought something else about fall out She read plain eagerness and anxiety eyes I was not aware of pale and sullen face It was speaking of all things as to what had transpired I was to be questioned on this count without being fired She was mother and knew all about internal feelings She imagined how it may have disastrous killings She wanted to take me to corner and offer advice When she held my hand firmly I felt it so nice I am not hard person or having stone face Any body could play with my sentiments at ease I had never entered into fray for such type of act I had miserably failed and this was only real fact If it was not the mother then who else could offer me solace? I couldn’t have experienced such pleasure even in palace It was return of whole universe and her fingers proved When my head in hairy concentration felt it kindly moved It was easing my head and exciting all nerves It was opening all doors as ready to express and serve I was sinking in another world to miss it at once I was awakened all of sudden and had little glance I could think of mother as global figure along with other females Were they not the lovable for all mankind especially for males? What happens if some one deserts you at the last moment? Not complete female race can be associated for unkind movement My temper was slowly receding and realizing the substance No one should condemned or hated at once To love and being loved is entirely different This can be seen with eyes and is always apparent She may be in my mind with slight different position As I have believed in reality and not in any superstition If she has something in mind for me in particular It won’t be held back and felt as similar I had not lost or in fact missed nothing I am in possession of it as precious thing No could convince me of divine message Love is only to reach Him with smooth passage