Way back to past

Way back to past Oh! Not pleasant to last I hate them and refuse to invite They burn me from inside and ignite I want to bury them all They are witness to my dawn fall I have suffered a lot Relentlessly on chase and fought How they had made me insane? I non existed as noble and humane What else can be felt as proud? I have nothing to claim it loud You go away from me once for all You were stumbling block and wall I tried all the way my best to scale You forced me all the times to fail Not all might have faced the same Why I should consider them same and blame? I wish everybody to be happy at all the turns Let happiness reach them with efforts in return I was about to be finished On brink of disaster and waiting to be perished I lost no hope and stood ground well Today I am here with different tale It is sending me cold ripples I shiver and fear from such tales Why should it ever happen to anybody? It can end some where tragic with somebody I try to come back to present I apply all force to make it absent It is not going away easily I helplessly watch it sadly What have I to offer to my brethrens? Never bother about past and happily return Work for bright future and never look back Make it enterprising with actions power pack I had been failed to handle it successively I was down and watched it passively There was no other option open I had no courage to face it even You are all young, brave and gifted You all know how to get yourself lifted No one can stop you from past experience Even though life may stand different or at variance Even though I have suffered at cruel hands I have made lot many well wishers and friends They make me feel happy and at home Always embrace with love and welcome I have lost nothing in race Today I feel proud with bright face Even though past has remained elusive I have gained a lot and massive A good and lovely daughter on line Always make me proud with all that is fine I have remained thorough out as bad figure But she is smiling there as my future