You Ruined Me-Really Bad

Why did you hurt me, Why did you torture me, I knew you would tell me, I knew you would hurt me, Then rumors flew, Then my heart went too, I was scared you would find out, I was scared you had found out, When did you scare yourself, When did you not trust yourself, I had acted so stupid, I had never hated anymore cupid, What did they tell you to run away from me, What did I tell you to make you hate me, Why did I have to answer you, Why couldnt I leave it alone, I had ruined myself in a way, I had tortured myself to where I love you, Then you made me happy to sad, Then after that you took me and made me mad, I never knew how much pain I would go through, I never knew how much I would go through to get to you, When you screamed in my face I felt disgraceful, When you broke my heart I was done, I was very upset because of you, I was very troubled because of you, What ever did I do to not deserve you, What ever did I do to have you yell at me, I knew you had stabbed my heart, I knew you had shattered it to pieces, Worse is that going to sea makes me sad, But it beats what you had done to me,- As a result this is what you had done to me, As a result you locked me inside my heart with a key,- You Ruined Me-Really Bad.