When I am alone

You were not there when needed You had promised me when we wedded That you will stand by me when I am alone Even let that be heavy wind, cruel rain or cyclone Before we decided to go ahead with married life You had carefully chosen the role of wife You had also whispered in my ears That you shall be true companion for years How greatly I felt about those sweet words? They were like lubricant covered on sword Life was known to be a weapon with double edge Not all was to be moving right with so many pledges It was circumstantial embracement totally unknown You were never in angry mood with face dark and swollen Something was eating you from within and totally unnoticed You were loosing temper easily and totally antagonized You were there at door steps when I entered home With so much innocent smile and ready to welcome I used to forget tiredness as if had totally gone You were providing complete strength and relaxation at home Even though we had decided to forgo little on our sides There remained wide gap and differences besides She was extra ordinarily brilliant and over imposing Still she had relented and did not show as way of enforcing Twos dashing personalities can not remain long at one place Either of two has to take over helm of affairs in the race Their true metal will come in open clash at little attitude Later on it might pick up to dangerous level of magnitude If any one of them realizes the seriousness of the relation There won’t be any chance of coming up such questions It can surface but can be brought under control easily It won’t ’be allowed to worsen further and brought down firmly First time I noticed nothing was going well from sometime It was feared it may erupt with little ignition anytime She was loosing patience on each and every occasion I was loosing peace of mind and controlled passion She would speak no words or express displeasure She will neglect and keep mum to show it for sure This will irritate me further to my discomfort This was first sign of crack and set back in rapport The discontent was brewing and I had its bitter test I was trying to curb anger and not showing it at least She had decided to strike it with full force at best I feared life will be miserable to prove for the rest