Wish You Were Dead (song by me)

Baby,
I wish you’d understand.
And yet,
This heart ceases to mend.
All the pain that you’ve gone through,
Oh please tell me that it isn’t true.

Darling,
I know you’d disown me.
And yet,
You were still blind to see.
You thought that I didn’t want you.
But baby,
That was never true.

I tried and tried
So hard to keep you,
But I surely didn’t know what to do.
I couldn’t even take care of myself;
Left your heart on a broken shelf.

But baby…
I wasn’t thinking straight.
Oh baby…
I can’t avoid this fate.
But baby,
Remember this.
Oh baby,
Just remember this…

Chorus:
Oh baby, baby,
Mother is here.
Don’t you ever
Worry dear.
You don’t ever
Have to fear.
Said I would
Always be there. (x2)

Baby,
You have to understand.
And yet,
There's nothing i can defend.
Put me on trial for I can't help you,
Due to bruises i have caused, its true.

Darling,
It was not really me.
And yet,
These drugs refuse to set me free.
You thought that I was out to get you.
But baby,
That was never true.

I tried and tried
So hard to let you go,
They had another home waiting so.
But they couldn't even take care of you;
They only broke and damaged you too.

But baby…
They weren't thinking straight.
Oh baby…
They can't avoid this fate.
But baby,
Remember this.
Oh baby,
Just remember this…

Chorus:
Oh baby, baby,
Mother is here.
Don’t you ever
Worry dear.
You don’t ever
Have to fear.
Said I would
Always be there. (x2)

And I know that the road must be getting rough,
Especially when plastic love just ain't enough.

And yet they still announce they love you,
Even though they beat you just like I use to.

It shows you what a f*cked up world this is,
And I know that you have probably forgot this.

That baby you were always beautiful,
But now you cover your face so shameful.

Take that knife and cut you skin,
Knowing that you shall never win.

But baby this is not a game,
Being yourself is not a shame...

*gun shot heard*

So say goodnight,
Oh lonely child...
You closed your eyes,
You life was pretty wild.

Swallow the bottle,
Put the gun to your chin.
You were so young,
You life was still about to begin.

*young child sings*

"But mother, mother,
You were never there.
Did you even
Bother to hear.
The lonely nights
Were never crystal clear.
Cause you always said that
You would always be there."

Oh baby, baby,
Mother is here.
Don’t you ever
Worry dear.
You don’t ever
Have to fear.
Said I would
Always be there.

But baby, baby,
I guess I wasn't there.
You left me in such
Worry dear.
And now i have to
Lie in fear.
But I'm guessing that...You wished you were dead.

(end.)