Sweet talking,
As we are speaking.
I cover my face though,
Especially when laughing.

Nice smile,
As mine only lasts a while.
But you should know,
That you're not the number I want to dial.

Look into my eyes,
As I try to forget his lies.
You say I am beautiful so,
I try to hide this broken heart in disguise.

You want me to clutch to you,
And smile when I look at your eyes of two.
But then mine look down low,
Because I don't know what to do.

I cannot take this road way,
I block them both everyday.
I know I'll have to go,
But I can't move on without a word to say.

Knowing that he is gone,
I am here, ever so alone.
But this love between us can't grow,
That's why I take a while picking up the phone.

It's all starting to begin.
The same old story but you won't win.
I need to let you go,
And I'm sorry this had to happen.

I start to cry,
Seeing him stand so tall I could die.
I have never felt so low,
But it makes me wish I didn't know why.

Now I'm stuck,
With a mindset of bad luck.
How do I explain to you so,
You can finally escape the thickened muck.

Deep in my heart,
I am still being torn apart.
I just wish i could finally let you know,
That i don't have any free part.

I am truly sorry,
But I don't want you to always worry.
It was nothing you did though,
It was all on me.

I'm just not ready to fall...

...Because I'm already on my knees.