Knowing that I'll never live up to your expectations.
Stuck in the past,
Mixed in with some delusions.

I know I'll never be like them.
And being with me,
Will never be the same.

Gone with the wind,
So are their lies.
Gave them everything,
Left you nothing but cries.

I realize I don't have their face.
Niether their smile,
Nor eyes,
Not even their race...

I'm writing you a different story,
Showing up in different pages.
Never repeating a word,
Never similar,
Always different as it is.

No,
I know I won't be able to live up to all your expectations.
But I'm trying my best to show you different directions.

I try to close off your past,
Hoping that our love will last.

It hurts me,
To see you cry.
It hurts me to know,
You sometimes start to die.

I know how hard it is,
To close that door.
Sometimes it still opens a peak,
And then it takes over you more and more.

I know they will always be,
In your vague memory.
Still around the corner,
Still on the next page of your story.

But I try to be your heartkeeper.
Knowing you can trust me,
As for I am your secret keeper.

I try to show you,
There is still a reason to smile.
Don't lie to yourself,
Saying that you'll be holding your cross for another mile.

When I kiss you,
You should know that I'm not going to betry you like Judas.
Let me be your banister,
And hold you up when you're about to crash.

You need a person,
Who isn't gonna diss you to play in this round.
You need someone,
To hold your hand and lift you from the ground.

Someone with a smile,
Someone with a heart.
Someone who will look into your eyes,
And doesnt even have to say
"I Love You"
Because her look says it all...

Hopefully...

Someone like me...xoxo