His Smile (Poem)

Smile at the camera, a familiar face. i cannot put my finger on it, but I've seen you before. You have the same face, eyes, and shape of someone i use to know. Yet then when i think back, i think back on him... that boy i once loved, but now he's gone and i'm lost. i haven't thought of him since. and then you smiled... And my whole world came apart... Memories coming... Back and forth... You're there, but you won't be. because he left me. i know you will too. I remember that boy. he was the one who flirted with me and turned me on, when his girlfriend wasn't looking. with him, i felt... lost ashamed abandoned forgotten someone else not me gone stupid not worth it used fake - Dead... he only spoke lies, with his sparkling brown eyes. he had some sort of a smile, that made me do the same. but now this guy, I've been friends with now. has the same smile, as him. i want to still hang out, and act cool with him. but with this familiar smile, there's something telling me, - No... But yet with him, he says he's a different person. i believe him. i can be myself with him. an idiot and all. with him, i try and forget, and not live with regrets. because, i know... if i ever gave up seeing you, for some stupid boy in the past, that would really be stupid to me... Your smile, His smile, Ours together - As One...