My Starlet (Poem)

i hope God will forgive me, as i stand with pride. yet i learned to let loose and let go, as i then turned and kissed the bride... her eyes were lit up, as i lie here, drenched in my fantasies. yet i promised myself i would never, yet i had just learned to fall with just such ease. no one knows of my thoughts unspoken. yet i knew you would leave me be, and wish i hadnt said the words that had been spoken. touch me here and touch me there. yet the best times ive had were the ones ive shared. yet ive always imagined my prince charming to rescue me, yet the i saw you, and suddenly i was once trapped yet now free. yet when you cried, i started to panic. bc when u r gone and sad, i turn into a manic. who knew that my prince was a Cinderella, and just like in Twilight, we would both play Bella. i cant believe im saying this, but i love you. some may find it disgusting, but dont make them make you blue. because you are my everything, and i cant live without you. i once kept it a kept a secret but knoww, by the time i post this poem, you know that its true... i love you!