Jail (Poem)

I'm in a jail, with a wound that won't heal. I can't seem to get out, and there is no one here to hear me scream or shout. And every time I'm with you, I always feel blue. I find it hard to breathe, with you right next to me. You keep me locked up inside, I have lost all of my power and pride. And then i have a frown on my face, but you just curse me out for my nationality and race. I can't be myself, while you don't even know your own self. Yet you walk around like a smarta**, and then look me in the eye and speak just a bunch of trash. I thought you loved me, Yet you won't let me free. "You said together forever." I now regret saying that to them instead of never. I just can't stay with you; we can't be together, us two. Yet you threaten me with a beating and suicide, and yet i had to now fall into your lies. I'm losing myself, I left my broken heart on your shelf. I can't find my way out, you locked me in so we wouldn't be apart. I'm in a jail, with a wound that won't heal. I can't seem to get out, and there is no one here to hear me scream or shout. Please forgive me, as I am not made of steal. Don't look at me and pout. I can't love you in this jail...