It's raining,
thunder.
The clouds are screaming and yelling at me,
as if i were sinning against them.
i guess i made God mad,
i wouldn't blame Him.
He has the right to hate me,
and He should...

Now it seems to just be drizzling now.
i guess it's ending,
everything is...
And slowly the world is falling apart,
bit by bit.

I decide to go outside
while my parents decide to take a long nap.
The raindrops hit me like bullets and torpedoes.
It's so chilly all of a sudden,
Yet it was hot not too long ago.
I'm guessing those are the April showers for you.

i just can't help but think,
that there is something missing in the bottom of my heart.
It's like an anchor pulling me down,
and I'm finding it hard to breathe.

People are just starting to stare at me now,
as if i were psycho.
so i just walk inside
and drop onto my bed;
tired from everything.

It's a dark world out there,
I just wish someone would just turn on the light switch...